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Monday, October 10, 2005

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 17:51:45 GMT

NEW XANGA.

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Wednesday, October 05, 2005

Wed, 05 Oct 2005 13:40:22 GMT

FUCK.

What the hell am I going to do?

Stupid, stupid, STUPID Chelsea.

We are nowhere, && it's now...

Lol. Oh God, I laugh at my stupidity sometimes.

All I can say is "FUCK!"

@- - - - *Chelsea*

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 22:29:37 GMT

And all the way home held your camera like a bible
Just wishing so bad that it held some kind of truth

And I stood nervous next to you in the dark room
You drop the paper in the water
And it all begins to bloom...

Yea they go wild...

Conor Oberst makes me swoon for more...

School was OK. Sam really pissed me off. But my new friend Tim made me laugh =) so I'm happy. AP Micro still sucks. I try and I try, and I gain nothing. Ugh. Ms. Obradovic said "Su novio es muy guapo" saying Richard was very handsome lol. Unfortuantely Richard's grounded for the rest of the week because he didn't serve that goddamn detention. UGH. But I love him lol.

Yup, that's all for now...

@- - - - *Chelsea*

Monday, October 03, 2005

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 03:11:19 GMT

HOMECOMING.

My pretty dress and my pretty hair!

Marta and Ben (They're so in love it's SICK lol)

One of the few times Laura and Kris WERE together (Grr Kris...)

Allie and Zach! Haha Zach's face is classic

Rob and Taryn!

OMFG IT'S ME AND ROSIE!!! AHHH!! WE'RE TOO HAWT TO TROT!

Aww it's me and my baby. Haha I'm killing his face.

Well basically, homecoming sucked. But afterwards it was SO much fun! Jeremy, Kris, Laura, Richard and I all went to Portillos. Laura and I made up our mating dance lol. Then Kris rode Jeremy in a cart through a drive-thru. Then some chick asked Laura to lift up her skirt. LMFAO. Then Richard and Jeremy were playing catch with a shopping cart? LOL.

Gahhh that's all for now!

@- - - - *Chelsea*

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Sat, 01 Oct 2005 22:13:25 GMT

OH MY GOD THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL! IT'S MY COUSIN CRISTIAN HOLDING NEW BABY DIEGO! I LOVE THEM BOTH SO MUCH!

Seeing this makes all the bad things in the world go away.

Homecoming's tonight...

Yay.

@- - - - *Chelsea*

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 23:52:19 GMT

YO BITCHES.

OK, so.......

I got my haircut. && I love it!

School sucks somewhat, especially Chemistry.

But hey, Beasley guaranteed me a "C-" in his class, so it's ALL good.

I'm bored...

Oh yes, and Nick- thank you for the lovely comments on my Myspace

Saturday's homecoming. OMG. Haha. I don't care that much this year. I should be more excited, but I'm not really. I mean, I'm STILL excited, just.... yea, you get it lol.

Laura rocks my fucking socks. And thank you for all the presents you make me! I love them! =) I love you Lauramon. Tee hee.

Marta wants me. I know it. I've decided I'm going to her house tomorrow to take yet MORE pictures. Oh wait, she has to work tomorrow. Dammit Marta- you suck lol.

And Jessie's half Mexican and she can't even make a fucking burrito! GASP. Hahaha.

Yesh, yesh...

@- - - - *Chelsea*

~*eDiT*~

WHY DO PEOPLE PRETEND THE PAST NEVER HAPPENED?

HEY GUESS WHAT! WE WERE ONCE BEST FRIENDS IN 7TH AND 8TH GRADE. DON'T PRETEND IT NEVER HAPPENED.

HEY GUESS WHAT! WE DID DATE! WHY ARE YOU ERASING THE PAST?

WHY DO PEOPLE ERASE THE PAST?

ugh. PEOPLE. lol.

Sunday, September 25, 2005

Sun, 25 Sep 2005 19:50:20 GMT

"Sweetheart- Do us both a favor && stay still long enough for me to blow your brains out"

-Greatest quote in the Sin City book "A Dame to Kill For"

THIS WEEKEND HAS BEEN SO KICKASS!!!

Yesterday I got my homecoming dress. IM me if you want to know what it looks like. I am far too lazy to explain it on here (Even though it's really easy to explain lol). Then I went downtown and went to my dad's. We watched the rest of "Sin City" and that is my favorite movie (at the moment lol).

Went to Walgreens then Borders and got one of the Sin City's books (Hence the quote). Cam back and my dad taught me how to make homeade spaghetti sauce. Yummy. Then we just chilled, and SUE came home (Ugh). She got wasted and wouldn't shut the hell up.

Then I started telling my dad about how I wanted to accomplish more things because I felt like I haven't done enough in my life. I told my dad how I wanted to learn tennis, and he said he would go and look in so we can take tennis lessons!!! YES! Then we ate and listened to music.

Then my dad and I decided we wanted to go for a swim, but the water was SO freaking cold, so we came back upstairs and chilled some more. My dad agreed to take me and Laura to Clark and Belmont! HELL YEA! I've never been there (I know, I'm deprived). So I'm going to go there in a couple of weekends. The whole night, however, I was extremely tempted to smoke, but I didn't! Oh yea, I kick ass.

Came home and went to McDonalds with madre. Talked to Eric, Laura, Alexxx and Jessie.

&&If you haven't seen Sin City yet, you haven't lived!!!'

Now I think it'd be a good time to start my homework... yea... lol.

&heart;

@- - - - *Chelsea*

//edit:

"I'll get the tray while you get the gun"

-From the "Desperate Housewives" premiere. Intense.

Today was dull. I've been WAY too addicted to Myspace.

&&Marcus is so sweet.

I don't want to go to school tomorrow.

Meh.

I'll be texting Jessie all day, so it's ALL good.

Oh, how I adore Sin City.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Sat, 24 Sep 2005 04:56:10 GMT

"Let Go"

Drink up baby doll
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

[Chorus]
So, let go,let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

It gains the more it gives
And then it rises with the fall
So hand me that remote
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless pleasure
We've no time for later
Now you can't await
your own arrival
you've twenty seconds to comply

[Chorus]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

[background sounds]

[Chorus]
So, let go, so let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's alright
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown

In the breakdown
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
The breakdown

So amazing here
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown4

SCHOOL SUCKS.

&& People need to realize that we are not in junior high anymore.

Today sucked. This whole week just fucking sucked.

-School is killing me.

-I miss that guy that I shouldn't miss because I KNOW he doesn't care if I'm dead or alive. Ugh.

-My mom's depressed

-My dad's a hypocrite

-People judge me before they know me.

-Two faced people suck.

The only good things that happened:

-I had Ramen noodles with Kris and Rob.

-Kris' brother, Noah, thought Marta was a cat.

-I got new pics!

-I watched "Beauty Shop", which is surprisingly really good.

-In 1984, Mr. Mach used to look like a bad porn star, according to Richard.

-My new cousin, Diego, was born today at 7:30 weighing 7 lbs, 7 ounces.

Tomorrow:

-Getting homecoming dress with Marta.

-Going to my dad's for the weekend. YES.

As soon as I can, I will get pictures of my new baby cousin.

Madeline, my other cousin, is due next week! YAY!

Oh, && Marta wanted to makeout with me. LMAO.

@- - - - *Chelsea*

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 04:17:51 GMT

Not going to write about my day, but rather, to the people I love.

Richard Austin//: God... what would I do without you? Too much to say, too little time. How much we have changed since 6th grade. How much closer we have gotten. And in a year and a half, I realized that you mean the world to me. I will never ever let you go as my friend. I love you Richard Austin. For now && for always.

Laura//: You are, by far, the most amazing woman I have ever met. I feel, in my opinon, that I know you very well. I think you're simply spectacular, and you are so incredibly strong for putting up with all the bullshit you've gone through. I may give you shit a lot (I'm always joking, of course), but you know I love you to death and you are such a great girl and I'm so glad you're my best friend.

Marta//: There is only one word to describe you: Fabulous. You're so tough and brave and bold, and I can't believe I used to hate you lol. You have helped me through so much, and I appreciate that greatly. You are too wonderful for words, and I am so lucky to have you. You'll probably gag when you read this lol, but oh well. Just remember Marta: I LOVE you.

I swear, I think these are the only people I trust and love more than anything.

But I don't know what I would do without them.

If you don't like what I wrote or you don't like these people...

then simply leave.

Night...

@- - - - *Chelsea*

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 03:46:35 GMT

Fucking stupid day.

I mean, it wasn't a bad day, but it was completely pointless. Just a lot of fighting with Richard. Only good thing is I got to see Jennifer! Dammit I missed her. Oh yea, and whoever has Schilling for Geometry- I feel your pain. Worst math teacher (That's right Marta, worse than Keefe) on the planet. She's so stupid. I go in for help, and she just doesn't know how to explain things. I hate this completely useless thing called Geometry.

I hate Chemistry and Geometry. They can go fuck themselves with a giant dildo. LOL.

OH and I heart Lauramon!!! Hahaha.

Marta- We better fucking do this photo thing on Friday. I can't fucking wait!!! Gahh I LOVE you!!! Mwhahaha.

And Marcus is still cool. Even though I don't think he reads this piece of crap lol.

@- - - - *Chelsea*